I don't understand why I'm posting this two days before my AP exam. I was once lost in AP Biology and my confid
ence was shattered. I think I've overcome the obstacle, though I'm not quite sure. My stomach felt hollow whenever I thought about the exam. It's an AP exam and I feel pressured. By the exam, by myself, and by the principal. I learned that “sometimes you make choices
in life and sometimes choices make you”. I can't exactly respond when people ask me "If you hate AP Biology, why did you take the course?". Truth was that I didn't know my answer either. I thought I could make it since I was capable, yet the fact proved otherwise. I was ashamed that my peers believe that I can score a 5 easily. Truth was that I lacked confidence. The AP Biology exam was revised and yes--- unfortunately-- I felt like a guinea pig. A guinea pig in the lab. Sometimes you just don't have choices but to keep going on. You can't turn your head back because it's your decision. You may not enjoy the process, but you'll enjoy the outcome if you work hard. You have to focus and have confidence in yourself.
“I don't
want to get to the end of my life and find that I have just lived the length of
it. I want to have lived the width of it as well.”
I will be strong. I will smile. I will live my life to the fullest. I will create my own story. I will embrace my bright future. Yes, I can. I will succeed and ace the exam.
