Let it Go

I think I'll hate him. My mind drifts, yet my memories roll like a wave toward me. Do you know that I keep remembering you? Even though I didn't want to remember him, his face emerges and diverts my attention. I wonder what will happen if he's a student in our school. I wonder what will happen if he instantly appears on the hallway and I might become stunned and stare at him agape. My daily life might change. I'm almost absolutely sure that he'll become my friend and we will chat for hours. He'll understand me and support me whenever I face difficulties. However, I should let it go right now as my imagination is impractical and hopeless. I shouldn't look forward to an impossible dream. I should be focusing on my work. I can't help but imagine the what-ifs. The letter, hiding deep in my drawer...... I didn't throw it away. I still preserve and keep it since it's a secret. He wrote it, and I never forget it. It's hard to let go, but I just have to try. For now, I'm sincerely happy that he's successful as usual. He indeed has a bright future. We become parallel lines, and don't converge anymore. Who knows? Someday, he might appear on the hallway and wave his hand enthusiastically at me.

A Real-Life Love Story

I just read the most adorable romance I've EVER known in real life. Like seriously. She's a Taiwanese girl. He's a German boy. They met through msn. Though they come from different countries, they fall in love with each other. No matter how far away, the boy flied to Taiwan. (OMG! Seriously? The Internet is usually full of scandal and trickery) He met the girl and stayed with her. He got jealous of another boy (YOU'RE ADORABLE) and he became reckless. He was so obstinate and stubborn that he decided to leave immediately. The girl cried and screamed and told him that she didn't cheat on him. Although she explained for 2 hours, the boy didn't believe her. Eventually, the girl relented and gave up. She thanked him for coming to Taiwan from Germany and blessed him to become successful after he left her. She hugged him and said "I love you very, very much" and thanked him for loving her back. And he cried. He asked again whether she tricked him or not. She said that she didn't cheat on him. She willed him to believe her. He cried like a baby and asked her not to leave him. Their love became more steadfast :DD

The boy's name is Daniel Schweikert and the girl's name is Meng Ping. Go search their wonderful love story :)

Moments

There are moments in your life when you just want to feel and touch and go back to your previous life. To meet your childhood friends. And there are moments when you realize that you're not exactly happy and you don't want to pretend anymore. There's no point of faking personalities in order to be friends. There's no point of being friends if we don't have the same ideals and common goals. I should have believed in my intuition and judged the situation accurately. I should have been observant and won lifelong friends. I feel like talking and laughing with my friend. He always makes me laugh and understands me. Not after we graduate though. I realize that I miss him so much that I start to play the game. Of course I miss the blissful innocence of the game too. In the game, I visit his house and surprisingly realize that the house of my address is still on his placard. It has been almost 4 years. 4 years ago, we chatted in the game and he sent me gifts to decorate my house. And I could never forget the caption. 3 years ago, we met in a friend's house. 2 years ago, none of us dares to acknowledge each other's presence on social network. I sincerely hope that he can reappear in my life and chat with me again.

Dream

I love to read. I'm dreamy yet practical. I wonder whether I read books because I want to live in a fairyland. Become Cinderella. I should have known that life isn't a fairy tale. The romance is always oh-so-lovely and the guys are swoon-worthy. In the real world, there's no perfect romance. The lovers must undergo the difficulties and overcome the obstacles. I covet the romance in the fictional world. I wonder how and why do guys fall in love with particular girls. Is it coincidence? Or is it destiny? Or is it merely a mirage created by the author? I have no idea and I don't want to discover the truth. I'm too sensitive to understand the truth. I still want to be the dreamy girl who is optimistic and happy-go-lucky. I don't want to grow up. I want to live in my own beautiful and safe bubble. If love is destined to destroyed, then why do I have to experience the pain? My mind is calm as the still water and I hope that it can always trickle, instead of surging like a wave.