Moments

There are moments in your life when you just want to feel and touch and go back to your previous life. To meet your childhood friends. And there are moments when you realize that you're not exactly happy and you don't want to pretend anymore. There's no point of faking personalities in order to be friends. There's no point of being friends if we don't have the same ideals and common goals. I should have believed in my intuition and judged the situation accurately. I should have been observant and won lifelong friends. I feel like talking and laughing with my friend. He always makes me laugh and understands me. Not after we graduate though. I realize that I miss him so much that I start to play the game. Of course I miss the blissful innocence of the game too. In the game, I visit his house and surprisingly realize that the house of my address is still on his placard. It has been almost 4 years. 4 years ago, we chatted in the game and he sent me gifts to decorate my house. And I could never forget the caption. 3 years ago, we met in a friend's house. 2 years ago, none of us dares to acknowledge each other's presence on social network. I sincerely hope that he can reappear in my life and chat with me again.